People tend to wonder why I'm kinda strange, kinda lame
I act this was as I hide the rage, been betrayed
By those who would stab me in the back to further their path
And acting like a dick to whoever might stand in their way
So yeah, this is a shoutout to the ignorant fucks
Who care about absolutely nothing but making their bucks
Or making life easier by backstabbing a friend
I never forget shit, but hey, I'll pretend
As I see your faces grinning at me during the night
Sure, I'll say that everything is alright
As the little voice in my head screams "MAKE THEM BLEED!"
I'll pen these rhymes to make the headaches recede
Put on a front so good you'll have to believe
But I've learned your game, I now have some tricks to deceive
Until the one day I finally get my reprieve
And then I can laugh at you and everything you tried to achieve
I'm not gonna dance like a puppet to your master plan
Like you're Grant Morrison writing Animal Man
I'll spit in your face and you'll like it
Instead of whining behind my back you can wait for my return hit
You think you're winning? You're just wasting my time
I feel Spoony playing Ultima IX
This is a diss song aimed at all those who turn on me
So I don't lose it and give them more than an arrow to the knee

Hook:
Always feeling like I've been betrayed
Sick of having to do things everyone else's way
Sometimes I wish this shit would change
But I know in the end it always stays the same

Too late, you've set my mind raging
Screaming at me to end this shit you're staging
Oh, you don't wanna play? Too bad
I'm the worst fucking nightmare you ever had
I'm serious now, you see these scars?
You don't yet, but you'll have them by the end of these bars
Starting to sound like Eminem, but you'll remember then
Not to fuck with me or my friends or I'll be dismembering
You as you watch through horrified eyes
As I take all of your lives, watch every one of you die
You scream for mercy as I curse thee to a painful demise
The noise, the blood, the pain because of all of your lies
I snarl through gritted teeth as I make you writhe
And smile as I hear your death-rattle sigh
I'll stand over your corpse, splattered in gore
I'll laugh when your fucking life is no more!
Wait, calm down, I'll bide my time
Again you're all playing games with my mind
Wanting me to react and jump in head first
Then you'll win as I struggle to throw it in reverse
You already know I can act when I need to
Giving you a false security as I lead you
I'll just have to pump my brakes right now
But know this; when the time's right I'll run you down!

[Hook]

You might think I'm acting kinda sadistic
But I'll wreak havoc on any bitch that deserves it
You tried to keep your dirty little secret
I'll soon have you wishing that you could retrieve it
And never spout a word from that little mouth
To never warrant my hate or my enraged shouts
But you turned on my clan, guess what?
I'm gonna make that you're utterly fucked